Sometimes as women, we tend to lose our own sense of self when we delve deeply into a relationship.
(That is a completely normal process!)
However, if you are not emotionally aware of the direction the relationship is going towards, or that you are sacrificing your own emotions for the relationship, then things will eventually crumble.
Because how you feel is important and how you feel needs to be respected.
A healthy relationship can never work when you have to suppress your own emotions.
What you really need to focus on right now is to understand the dynamics of a masculine feminine relationship so that you don't get yourself stuck in a situation where you can't get out but you're not happy either.
...Because a healthy relationship means to have a mutual respect for each other's wants, needs and fears.
And that comes from a deep understanding of the opposite sex. (Because men have a different set of needs, wants and fears to women, especially when it comes to an intimate relationship.)
By the way, we've written so many blog posts about this topic, so in case you haven't read them… here are just a few.
What is Femininity and How to Be Your Feminine Self
How to Deal with Fear of being Alone and Him Leaving You?
Think You’ve “Given too Much’ to a Man? You Probably Haven’t.
3 Reasons why you need to be worried if he comes on strong
He’s not ‘Making EXCUSES’. You Just haven’t Inspired him to Commit to You